Felt like I had been doing alright the last few days. Last night I sent out a request for fundraising to my contacts, and for some reason I got really emotional when my company CEO responded back. I told him last week about the divorce.

Then I got into work to find an email from my wife trying to gentle put in place a custodial arrangement while we live together but are separated. She even was asking me to leave the house for periods of time when she "has the kids". She wants to start "getting a feel for when we don't live together". It's got me feeling panic, the tightness in my chest, and anxiety.

I feel like I'm on such a roller coaster right now.


Me: 35 Her (WAW): 34
D8, S5, D2
T:16, M:9
BD + D: 4/3/2015
EA Confirmed 5/6/2015
Separation under the same roof