Thanks pink for your support. I'm trying to find my inner happiness. I had totally forgotten who I was since I was giving it all to my kids. But now I need to focus on me. Working is helping since we're not allowed to use phones I'm not getting the urge to call him or snoop.. but I really am trying to find me...
I think it's pretty typical to lose a sense of who we really are when we get married and have a family. There is a balance, it just takes work to find it. Find one thing you really enjoy doing and make time to do it...reading, writing, painting, gardening, cooking, baking, hiking, kayaking, photography....schedule time for at least one fun activity for yourself each week, and like you would a Dr. appt make sure you do it.
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
