its odd how the "I deserve better" mentality is seen as the strong, healthy attitude to adopt.
NG - I can see how having no kids would make it tough for future contact once the dust settles, but honestly, I envy you. I love my W, and dearly want her back but I think I would gladly give that all up to NOT have my girls going through this and "coping" with it for the rest of their lives. And this is aside from bearing the guilt that I am the one who could have avoided all of this IF only I had learnt what I am poised to now.
M: 6 T: 12 Kids: 2,4 BD: Jan 2015 S: Feb 2015 EA/PA confirmed: Feb2015/Mar2015