I really hate this emotional roller coaster. Some days I feel more detached than others. Sometimes I can go for a while without thinking about him, and sometimes he is all I can think about. Sometimes I feel like I can be happy without him and sometimes I feel like I am going to cry at the drop of a hat. I know I am not alone and we all go through this, but it doesn't make it easier.

I have been checking out his social media this past week and noticed that he has not been posting as much as he normally does. I know that it doesn't mean anything, but I think it is interesting.

Me:36 H: 29
T: 4 years
M: 2 years
No kids
In-house sep 10/4/14
H moved out 1/2/15
Talk of D 4/9/15

"She's standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much more she can take" John Mayer