I love you all for caring about me. I can't say it more sincerely.
I'm okay. I'm not a dramatic person, or an attention seeker- I assure you. I was very weak (and drunk) in the moment. I drove up and down the canyon looking for a good place to drive off. Then my daughter called to sing me 'Heart of Gold' before her bed time.... ..
Thank God for Neil Young and the pure love of six year old girls.
I read parts of DR last night to calm down. The part where MWD says that I'm a good person trying to do a noble thing and that there should be more people like me really helped.
Day one of sobriety starts again today. Day one of the rest of my journey trying to save my marriage starts again today.
