3 months of progress down the drain. She texted and I got drawn in. Told her that even though she has said she wants to work on the M, it feels like she's acting the complete opposite. She said it's because she thinks everything is my fault. The strains in our marriage, 'That' horrible night, and why she can't move forward.
I broke.
Instead of keeping my cool and not giving a reaction like I have for THREE months I broke. I drank. I broke my precious sobriety. I drove to her house buzzed and her dad came to the door. I was aggressive. He was scared. I left.
Her crazy friend who was also there is now texting me that I've shown how psycho I am and that everybody is getting a restraining order on me.
Three months of work down the drain. Sobriety gone. Hope smashed.
Not that it matters but I'm ending my life tonight.
