Part 18 - Creeping onward

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Hi v its a series of free days to introduce kids to computer coding using the scratch environment. S built his first maze game guiding a knight through a maze to reach a dragon (s changed his to be a ghost) good fun and he enjoyed it.

Busy day - mine all seem to be which is good.

W was disappointed with her cooking saying it wasn't one of her best but s and I enjoyed it and the cheesecake she made. We had a nice afternoon together another hug and kiss and I then took s down to the beach to throw the ball around while w stayed at the flat.

Now going along with s to a history day at the cathedral tomorrow at WS request (booked the day not playing hookie) so will see them again tomorrow.

W still seems conflicted holding and kissing me but it's clear she still has concerns about us getting back together. Just need to take it slowly and one day at a time.

So read to s while he had his bath and again at bed time when I tucked him in and then headed back here to the bft and a chill out before bed time.

So yes good day, carrying on carrying on still but feel good about myself and the sitch seems positive, trying to give w space and time as a default and the time were together is as a result of her inviting me or suggesting we spend it together.

No guarantees no timescales and I try to have controlled expectations. W has moved toward me but isnt ready for more yet but clearly likes my company and doesnt appear to be friend zoning me.

There is nothing more I can hope for at the moment, time and patience is the next move and meantime more work on me.