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Thanks Pilot, I appreciate the feed back. I have several of your posts and I have learn a lot from reading them.

I only referenced her getting upset not because I hope for R. I don't see an R. If I did, I would be very cautious and I know it would take much, much more than a couple of tears.

I mentioned it because I think she may have hit bottom. Maybe not rock bottom, but she's close. I would like to see that happen not for R, but so she can be focused on selling this house.

I want to move on. To do that, I need to make sure that:
1. The kids are taken care of while I'm at work.
2. This house gets sold.

I do not want to live here. Too many memories and it's over an hour from my office. I know it seems like R is what I'm hoping for, but it's not. I'm truly hoping to get through this D and just be done.

This is definitely a 180 from how I felt a week ago. I don't have the anxiety or nervousness I had when I was hoping to R. I feel very determined and driven to move on. No more Mr. Nice Guy. Just I'm going to be an awesome father and sell this house guy.