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Thanks Bob. I appreciate the reply and words of encouragement. I think I remember you writing about how your wife painted clouds in the MBR. I imagine it is hard with all the personal touches around the house. I wish you, and everyone that has found this website only the best. No one should have to go through what we are going through. All of us that remain dedicated to our families and try so hard to the best we can with a terrible situation should feel good about ourselves. I forget that sometimes.

STBX texted me on her way back from OM's. It's a more than a couple hours drive to OM's. She eventually called and I answered. She burst into tears and told me that she hates the person she has become, is tired of lying, wants to focus on the kids and the house. She told me that she knows I don't believe her and she will show me with her actions. She said she is tired of OM and he has agreed to no contact until the house is sold.

I told her this is hard on all of us. I appreciate her concern and her telling me that she will focus.

Do I believe her? No. Not at all.

I think she has almost hit bottom. She's on her way over to talk and I really don't know what I'm going to say to her.

I have no idea what she wants to talk about and I'm trying hard not to mind read. The only think I want to talk about is selling the house and how the kids are going be taken care of while I'm at work. I would prefer if all the apologizing, crying, etc. that has been coming from her for the past few days would stop. BGP time for her. I'm done with this and she can either help me with the house and the kids or not. It's going to get sold and the kids will be taken care of with our without her.

Ok, I feel better now. Venting here helps. I CAN DO THIS!!!!