In a tough spot this morning. Very sad last night. For GAL I went to a friends for a cook out. Really good time, but I couldn't help thinking how much my WW would have enjoyed their company as well.
I've been reading this morning and found this phrase:
"What if it was a gift?"
After thinking about it for a while it has helped cheer me up a little. It comes back to what Cadet puts in every welcome post:
Originally Posted By: Cadet
Your H or W is giving you a GIFT. THE GIFT OF TIME. USE it wisely.
What if my WW having these EAs, and then me having her leave the house was a gift?
It has set me on a path to a healthier me.
It has set me on a path to better manage my depression.
It has set me on a path to have a better relationship with my children.
It has set me on a path to learn how to be happy with myself.
It has set me on a path to learn how to manage my anxiety and self esteem.
It has set me on the path to have a much more active life than before.
It has set me on the path to reconnect with friends I haven't seen in quite a while.
It has set on the path to becoming a better husband (maybe?) or boyfriend for whoever is next.
It has set me on a path to learn and become a better person.
Me:43, WW:45 2 Kids: 21,22 Married: 23 Years Bomb: 01/2015 Separate Bedrooms: 02/2015 She left: 03/2015
