Complex #7 - the green(-card) mile

[Complex]

Very helpful Starsky.
Do you have 2 cents on 25yrs criticism about 'dating' etc?
Thanks

No.

Does that mean you agree or disagree or are neutral?

I feel a little bit like starting to give up. And my actions initiate letting completely go and move on with my life.
There are absolutely NO signs of a chance of reconciliation. It's not going to happen before we are truly separated. And even then, unlikely. They way it is right now is not worth for me suffering another few months. It's just not fair.
Although it got a little tougher since the last conversation with W, which showed we CAN have deeper conversations and connect.
But it's not gonna change anything.

But either way I have to be very careful where this is going. Maybe I'm just a fool,...still making mistakes. I did grow up a lot in this but maybe not enough yet...

Shouldn't think of sex or anything anyway. My libido is pretty low through the meds too. Not too much happening down there for my young age but I guess this shouldn't be any focus anyway.

Thanks!