I don't know if it will stop the questions. I think I want to know for self-righteous reasons. I'm probably better off not knowing and not wanting to know. Anyway, today's situation kind of took care of itself. I'm still mind reading here but h must have told ow to talk to me about the plans. Ow will be at the school for about an hour this afternoon so rather than having her over for the day they will hang out either at our house or at the school. I feel sane again. I went for a run. First run since September. My time was slow but I am proud that I stuck it out for the full time. While I was running it dawned on me that I do t need to feel justified in my feelings. They are my feelings and they are legit. It's my reaction to them that I am trying to justify, but behaving badly is behaving badly wnd there is no justification for that. Now how do I keep reminding myself of this as I proceed?

Last edited by mustardseed; 04/18/15 02:07 PM.

40s 2teens M14Y
BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14
BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14
EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues
Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15
D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17