I knew I wasn't ready to date. But I know there are those really good feelings you get when you meet someone. I couldn't figure out how to get rid of all the pain and sadness alone. Yet, I knew I needed to be alone.
I am starting to get those feelings. But it's bc I'm single. I'm now excited about that.
Maybe it's bc I had such a good time last night. Maybe bc I know I don't have to deal w crazy. Maybe it's just the beginning.
My friends were all over me in the way home. They were like- everyone there loved you! Didn't you see you had captured everyone's attention? They were freaking out about it. I was just being myself and didn't notice, and I'm actually embarrassed to type this. I just was in a good place. Maybe people dig that.