Mindreading. Besides, you're not doing it for her. You're doing it for you. She deserves your trust even if she doesn't want it. You don't push it.
"It's also hard to know that the A is going on and because of my sitch I do not dare say/do anything about it. "
Again, how about you stop thinking about it as an A. That is so hypocritical of you given the circumstances. She's getting respect from a loving man that you were not able to do. Get over it. If you don't, you're going to keep seeing it as an A and, in turn, that's a form of control.
It's perfectly fine for you to carrying on A's FOR YEARS, but not okay for your W to be with someone who respects her.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
