I feel for you parker, your situation really is complicated. I hope you can find some peace with whatever happens and are able to work hard to make quality changes in yourself. That is whats most important, that we use this experience in a way that creates a better us on the other side. Whatever happens keep making parker a better parker. W might not appreciate it but you will in the long run.

Also, you should be able to update your signature now. Just find a thread and mimic what others have, it helps readers get a picture of your situation right away.

Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be