Closer! I've been there. Don't let her spin out confuse you for hope. You cannot take what she says as reliable. She calls you from the OM house.
You need to detach from this situation and get your head clear. You need to stop conversing and get stable. This is fresh. It's new. You will adapt but right now is confusion and panic mode.
Get clear. Now. Keep posting. Advice and support is here.
I'm cheering for you and I know what you are feeling.
Get a hold of yourself now. Whatever you have to do.
