Well said S, you are indeed stronger them I have been. I was a jelly bean with my H for a long time. It was very sad how I engaged in my H's roller coaster and hurt myself a lot, and getting some 2x4s on my head every time I would post another "I gave in again, kissed, hugged and made love again".
The age is appropriate for MLC, who knows. It just strikes me that he is so into this motorcycle subject.
Or maybe he is trying to compensate himself, it is a distraction and he needs the distraction in order to cope with his guilty.
Please, keep posting, maybe we can hear about some GAL?
Believe me... you will feel better. Give yourself a chance to be happy, at least a little bit every day. It helps.
