Ral, you are right in reference to match with the S. i did not show it to him, he saw it over my shoulder. he had asked if i was on any dating sites and i told him yes but that i was just looking for a friend (as stated in my profile) and he wanted to see my profile. i hit the wrong button and the daily matches came in. that being said, it doesn't matter, i should not have done it. with that, i have always been honest with him to and i know that it gives him a feeling of security that dad will never lie to him. i feel somewhat complicit with her lies to him and them.
my #1 job is to get a job. i have applied to prolly 35 jobs that would pay my bills along with 5 agency jobs. i'm waiting on unemployment to kick in (hopefully) in around 3 weeks. i've applied to DHS for an investigator job so we'll see how that goes. i definitly want to stay in law enforcement but i'll do anything to stay in my kids lives if it pays the bills.
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I wish I could love you and make you believe it 'Cause that's all you ever wanted From me
