The better me changes Im making for me. Not to save this M or R.
Yes, I'm still expecting too much, way too much.
Room mate, Yes I need to see H as a room mate, who I would only expect to be respectful, pay 1/2 bills, clean up after themselves etc.
STOP being so available to him, I need the space also.
H has been more vocal and kinda excited about going to his newphews wedding, then he has been about anything in a long time.
I will go to the wedding, that is my plan at this time.
Prayed alot last night, this morning always helps.
Not planning a R talk right now, planning to go as dark as I can while living in same house.
New hobbie:, will be starting to learn belly dancing this weekend (found my DVD).
Not willing to wait too much longer, maybe thru end of 2015. I would not tell H that of course.
JOB, thank You so very much. I dont know if you know how much you especially help me, by just responding, by pointing out things so I can see more clearer.
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
