Thanks Cadet. I'm trying to let go but it's hard. Insanely hard.

I do want her back and want to be the #1 plan. I guess I'm just finding it hard to figure out how to do that. I am trying though.

Me:37, W:33, S:7
T:10 total (split while she was in college)
M:3
S:2/4/15
EA confirmed: 3/7/15
D mentioned numerous times since 2/4/15, nothing filed...yet