Had some very good just talks tonight. We are not going to work anything out, and that's okay. I'm having some emotional troubles, but I think I will just need time to get over all of it. She said there is nothing left for me, of course she cried, and I cried. But it is what it is. I still want her, but I know now is not the time. I will make myself better, and continue to be a great dad. Throughout all this, I have always been the best father a guy could be, considering everything. Maybe that's my space in this life. To raise two beautiful girls into even better young woman. I hope that is the case.
