Pyrite: Eye of the storm?

[Pyrite]

you're right Z. She doesn't want me for emotional support. it is killing me right now, even though I have known it, "accepted" it before.'

sorry for the spew. i'm really screwed up today.

conventional support, even IC, pushes me in the direction of you can't blame yourself for 100% for the failure of the M. They suggest 50/50, or at least W should have been prepared to work on it, or she chose A, EA.

how can i resolve this with I am 100% responsible ?
or I drove her to A?
how can i ever forgive myself for this?
how can i move on if i dont?

i have to slow down? Do i need to detach from this in the same way I detached from my W and "needing" to pursue her?