He should be coming home tonight. I am feeling anxious about it. I have to go to a school event for s13 and there is a chance of running into ow--but that doesn't bother me as much as having H come home. When he is gone I almost feel like we could be ok. Maybe that is just me continuing to fantasize that he is still the man he used to be. The good news is he isn't going to the event tonight so at least I won't have to see them together. That always sets me off in a really bad way. Take the high road msd. Be proud of who you are and unashamed of what your life has become.

I think I need to file papers ASAP. But my stubborn side is telling me not to because it is what OW told me to do.

Last edited by mustardseed; 04/16/15 10:17 PM.
40s 2teens M14Y
BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14
BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14
EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues
Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15
D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17