I haven't lamented/begged since, but the damage was done. I lamented the first 6 weeks back in January then again at the intensive March 30.
SITCH Years of infidelity by me/H, working on perm change, DEC 2014 ILYBNILWY JAN 2105 OM JAN 2015 W says I plan to move out and file for D April 1, 2015 Dbing April 2015 H-39, W-37, M 18yrs, S-9