Your primary relationship problem is your relationship with drugs. Until you have that relationship under control and you are clean for some time can any other your other problems or issues be addressed.

I'm NOT a doctor or psychologist but your behavior, to me, sounds like a little indicative of a bi-polar personality who self medicates with marijuana. If and when you get treated for your substance abuse issues I presume they will do an entire mental workup. Even so, until you are clean even underlying issues will be masked by the drugs.

I'm a man of hope. My favorite paster is a former drug addict. The rest of your life doesn't have to be like this and if you clean up it could be amazing. Your wife and child deserve better than this. THIS is rock bottom. Time to grow up. You HAVE abilities and from my understand, pot is a lot easier to kick than heroin and alcohol. Even a 12 step program at any local church would be a place to start.

The internet is 90% complaining and entitlement and I hate it because I deserve better!