My insecurity and rejection issues certainly played a part in my behavior toward my W and my A's. No excuse though. I actually rejected my W over and over and over again with my A's which was the very thing I was struggling with since my adoption as a young child. Growing up in a home with limited to no emotional bond with my mother and father I was constantly reaching out for more affection, acceptance, security. My W gave me all that she had but I had to have more. Im only learning this recently, I wish I would have identified a lot of this years ago. But I didn't try hard enough, I didn't want to dig deep. It certainly does not excuse what I've done.
SITCH Years of infidelity by me/H, working on perm change, DEC 2014 ILYBNILWY JAN 2105 OM JAN 2015 W says I plan to move out and file for D April 1, 2015 Dbing April 2015 H-39, W-37, M 18yrs, S-9
