Hi Diane. Sorry your here but now you are it's time to put the DBIng into place
I'm sure you have read other people's sitchs so you know the basics.
Besides your illness ( which is HUGE) what else do you think was wrong in your marriage ? The biggest lesson I learnt on here is that you can only fix you and by fixing of improving you there is a chance it could help draw your H back to the M
Stay strong and post often. Try to follow sitchs that mirror your own and offer support to others. The vets are amazing but in the ordinary folk like myself can offer support