"BUT sorry tot disappoint you Mr Bond, but this wasn't it at all."
Then you don't understand yourself. Fact is, if you honestly changed, you wouldn't have even thought " I hate it, the real reason is because W refuses to work on our M is the real reason - but for sake of Ds I go along with it."
Still blaming your W and enjoying your D on your side. It's so obvious to us because it's practically bleeding out of your posts. You don't seem to want to listen. Thing is that we see things the way your W is seeing things. They may not be the way that YOU WANT them to be seen, but that doesn't matter.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.