So Monday I get up do a few house thing, have about 3 phone calls then head out. Between morning and finish of wood carting someone replaced the young chick I got up as with a much older crone who could hardly walk straight.
Only did about an hour an a half! Sish Then been on the tougher shift at work. I have been exhausted. Work bestie isn't there and so not on that shift, so no lighter mood. The other person is all over the place emotionally, she exhausts me.
An example, you try to rough out the plan of attack, she's like don't talk about it do it. The comes over and barges in trying to fix and change what you were doing.
So you then ask for plan get brushed of cycle repeats. Also roster got changed without notice. So I arrived and did extra time like Instead of 8 hours long enough. I ended up doing 9. This shift provides little contact with the blokes either. So it's dull, and I feel like some back sliding on behaivours.
Not being proactive, just wanting to get on needing to rush and short cut.
I however might now have help for the wood carting and it won't be sooooo hard. So one solution.
So will be going out Friday, but will be shorter, due to late shift.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26