TLEE86. Part III

[TLEE86]

Mozza, GG, C, Pink and V- I am so thankful for your guys comments. I know I am horrible at responding, but trust me when I say I read them consistently and they mean alot to me. I am as usual (probably more than ever) in need of some advice.

-V- BTW, she deleted that FB picture, but im still pissed. But...whoosah.
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Long story short, my W agreed to come home. HOWEVER

1. She is not committing to the M
2. I am not really sure why she is coming (She goes back and forth between saying things like "one part of me says that the M's that last are those that dont quit." "another part says you left for a reason and those reasons are still there")
3. She is REALLY ANGRY right now. I DONT KNOW WHY. We had a REALLY GOOD weekend together. Now all of a sudden its like she just left, day 1 of BD all over again.
4. Shes talking about D again???
5. She has said, that she is scared and nervous because she knows that I want to get back together. So she says its alot of pressure to be moving back in, especially "knowing what I want- ie her to stay"
6. ...WTF?

Now I've told her if shes coming here to D me, then dont come. We will just do it over mail and phone. And she says she doesnt know. But she is REALLY ANGRY. Its been 1 week since Ive seen her, and we left on a really positive note. But now shes just pissed.

I dont know what to do. We have a 4 day drive together, starting Saturday. We are not talking until Saturday. Oh BTW, no offense to all you lovely ladies out there (but its her time of the month right now) so that is also...gonna be awesome. I told her to maybe use the next couple days and ask herself why all of a sudden she is so pissed when we were more than fine last weekend.

1. I dont know how to act when shes here, or when we drive
2. I know "friendly neighbor" and I thought treat it like an in house-separation, but do I really want to leave her alone to her thoughts and go out "hanging out" with friends when she just sits here and knows no one?
3. WHY IS SHE SO ANGRY ALL OF A SUDDEN? Maybe because I forced her to make a decision?
4. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO...

I need to reread the 37 rules. And follow them. All over again. So here i go. rereading now. Breathe Tim..breathe.