My brain tells me to go ahead and end it. Because I know I will get better. But my heart want let me. I still love my wife and my young son so much. I know everyone wonders this when they have the bomb dropped, but I have this question that I will never know. How could the love of my life and my best friend turn on me and break my heart with no care in the world. She carries on as if she never knew me as if I am a stranger to her with no love in her eyes. Why can't I feel that way. I will never love this hard again or give my heart away like I did to anyone.
