I'm under no illusions though; if, *BIG IF*, w wants to try, there's a hell of a lot of hard work from that point on and I can never let myself slip back for myself, s or w (I will not let depression get that grip on me again).
Its a hard job I have no compunction in taking on if she's willing though.
Oh by the way if anyone hasnt dealt with depression, the illustrated book "I Had A Black Dog" by Matthew Johnstone is one of the best I've seen at attempting to put it into a context people can understand, I got it in case s has any questions as he could understand and we could talk about it.
He's accepted "new" daddy as my actions so it hasnt come up but its there if he asks.
Thanks again
Last edited by edz; 04/15/1509:54 PM.
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015
