The problem is that while you're in LRT, or any stage of DB, you have to keep working on yourself. The more you GAL, the stronger you become. I feel that you still concentrate on your W very much. Let that go.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.