Shining, I'm very proud of you! It's one step at a time for a while, but you will come to realize that the huge weight that you've been toting around will no longer be there once everything is finalized.
I hope everything goes smoothly and he does what he's suppose to do in taking care of his end of the paperwork.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.