Py- I know I've said it before but there are some posts in my thread that you might really enjoy. I don't have time to link them now, but if you read through them little by little you'll see me talk about disassociation from emotions and self abandonment. Learning to reintegrate emotions into my life and not let them overpower me has been the catalyst to anything I've done. I'm no longer fighting myself constantly. There's much, much, more. It's brutal, there are 9 pages of spew and then a few things I learned that have helped. I know you started reading them, but I feel like we have a lot in common.
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Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15