Wow Kat, I did not see these feelings coming on...I can't stop bawling tonight. I guess what I can take from this is that I do have a place for someone in my life again. Before this I was alone and ok with it but when she came along and began filling that void I didn't realize existed it felt damn good! I wanted it. Knowing I will probably never see her again...even if she is nuts, just broke me down tonight. Wow again. I just don't get why she did what she did...I don't get it and it's caused us both a lot of pain. Lesson 2 When a woman gives you her phone number...throw it away lol.
