Mr Bond:
I have not gotten those books yet. I am doing coaching.
Do you know if they have these books availeable on iTunes or audio?
Also, my wife has every reason to leave. I don't want her to but I understand if she does. She forgave me over and over again.
Yes, I hit bottom 5 months ago when she disconnected and I lost her emotionally.
It woke me up. I have made huge permenant changes including identifying many things through weekly therapy and spiritual counsel and awakening. Ultimately I will continue with my life change even if she leaves which it appears she will.
I always had guilt with the A's now I have even more as I realize the perm damage I have done to my W, my Son and my family.


SITCH Years of infidelity by me/H, working on perm change, DEC 2014
ILYBNILWY JAN 2105
OM JAN 2015
W says I plan to move out and file for D April 1, 2015
Dbing April 2015
H-39, W-37, M 18yrs, S-9