I'm finally seeing to just let go is the only choice. I am angry and mad, more at myself than her, but I'm trying to keep that under wraps. I want to make sure I have a relationship with the mother of my kids. That's all that's important right now. I still feel a pang or two of missing her, but I know it will get better. Hopefully when she moves out, I can get to focus more on me, and quit trying to do everything I could fit just her. I have been such a little b&$tch for the last few months. I lost my manhood, my sense of what's right and wrong, and everything that I really want in life. It was all tied to her, and how she felt, or what she said. Just no way to live like that. Waiting for something to break, or something to cave in on me. I've made my mistakes and tried my best to make amends, not much else to do, but try to live. Thanks for all the help!!
