Alpha Step At A Time #5

[Ontheup]

I can't edit the post above.

It's taking all I have to not reach out to her right now.

It would seem inevitable this will come up tomorrow morning. Should I clear the air by stating it was mere boredom for me? Should I ask her intentions? Should I act as if I'm not bothered? I just want to cry right now. I'm pretty close to it to be honest.

Alpha

Cmon! You have got to stop all this. You know the answer to all of the above. It's no no no.
Do not mention a thing to her about the site.
You are better and worth more than this. Your wife does not define who you are.

We all cry some times so don't beat yourself up about it but you have got to move on. I can tell you the only way I have started to feel better is by letting my wife go and moving on with my life. Do I still miss her? Of course I do but I'm not sitting here hoping or checking up on what's she doing because it holds you back. You are paralysed by fear at the moment. What are you afraid of? She has left and as it stands she isn't coming back. You will carry on with or without her for you, for your kids, for someone else you will meet one day.
It's just life my friend and it carries on regardless.