Thanks, if you had asked me 8 months ago if I'd be where I am right now, I'd say no. You can do it too and will if that's what you need to. It's the one day at a time approach. I often say that if you were given the choice to put yourself aside for a while to offer a better life for your kids, would you? Everyone of course says yes. That's where I see myself, I'm going to be fine regardless but I need to hold on until God lets me know what my next step is. It's the old adage that you read, focus on you and your kids and hand the rest over to Him.
I'm not sure what tomorrow brings, W could have her fog lift or I find someone else, but it's all part of the plan. I just need to do the best I can and understand that I'm only going to be shown the next step and not the destination.
I wish it didn't take this long to accept this viewpoint, but it's all about only taking on what we can handle at the time.
M:36 W:37 T: 15 M:11 S6 D5 BD: 8/10/14 IDLY: 8/12/14 S: 8/13/14 (she left, I stayed w/ kids) D Mentioned: 10/15/14 Confronted about OM: 10/15/14 EA: ~4/13 PA: ~10/13 She filed: 8/15 (not final)
