Hi again. I find it curios that for so long the waw can keep focusing on all the bad and keep any good memories away. I know things were not always perfect but she always said how happy, lucky and proud she was to have me. then somehow all the years worth of small mistakes and hurt mixed with a breaking moment of anger from me let all of those smaller mistakes grow into something she must feel is to tall to climb. But as db, dr says reason does not live here. so much to be learned here.
