Put one foot in front of the other

[Elly4]

I just still have a hard time understanding how he meets all his goals that he stated that he wanted and now it's not what he wanted in the first place. Our biggest issue was my reluctance in our SL and taking for granted our relationship. A lot of my 180s are around being more aware of our R and taking care of my looks and being available. But it's hard to work on the R if he's not really ready to talk yet. I've really been thrown for a loop with this silly ring thing.

I think I'm most upset about it because we're still married and living in the same house. But per our conversation the other day, he wanted me to realize that we were separated. He was probably trying to warn me that he was about to take the next step.