Yesterday I had a medical procedure - nothing serious but I was sedated, IV, the whole thing. I arranged for a ride to and from the hospital and did it independantly. That was a first for me.
It was scary to be alone but also a little bit empowering. I wanted so badly to text and let you know who be aware of the situation but I didn't. I even considered letting our friends know, knowing that they would tell her. Of coursae I knew that was manipulation, so I did not do that. I honestly don't know if she would have showed up or not had she known.
So, for my that was a 180, soething that I have not done before, on my own, independant. Don't know if this qualifies as starting to drop the rope, but maybe a little?
