I spoke that whole last post into my phone...I have now noticed a BIG typo...let me correct what I tell myself..... I have looked at myself in the mirror many times over the past few days and said… "She is not interested in a relationship with you. She has made it clear where she stands on her love for you. You need to MoveOn for you. Do not worry about what she is thinking. If she's thinking anything you need to know about she will tell you. Remember she is very methodical she plans things out, she is a thinker. Move on, have fun, and meet new people. Just because you date someone does not mean you are forgetting WAW or that I am getting married to whomever I date."
Hope that clarifies things. I feel I am helping myself move on little by little. It is not rocket science, you just have to get the feelings out of the way and lead with your gut. My heart cannot be used to lead, it is wounded
Me43/WAW43..M 4y..S1 11/S2 4..Bomb2/2014..Dfile 5/2014..Settlement signed 8/20/14..D final 8/29/14 I moved out 10/10/14..WAW got D she wanted. I wanted R. No waiting,just no boundaries in her way.
