The Hulk and Spiderman....hmmmmm. Now that's interesting. Better stay way from ComCon for a loooong time!
I am glad that you continue to have a special relationship with MIL. Ex-GB is the one who's lost out a lot of the good stuff in life over a 18-year old who is truly clueless in many ways. What a shame.
Nevertheless, this only reinforces my current belief that I can't imagine a future R. The thought of one makes me physically ill. Literally.
I am curious to know as to why you have this visceral reaction to the notion of having a future R with a man. What is the mental and/or emotional blockage that's stopping you from imagining a R with someone? Ever think about maybe trying some of Byron Katie's work to change some of your faulty belief systems?
I am wondering if those faulty beliefs you currently have seems to attract men who have this boy-manchild outlook beause you're still working through stuff from Ex-GB?
