I think the hurt you are feeling is shared with so many Here, me too. I don't know why we are scared or hesitant to accept the loss of someone who is currently treating us like $hit. Are we stubborn, afraid of being alone, afraid of accepting that there is someone we have shared so much with that just doesn't want that from us anymore...disappointing maybe. I thought for a long time that maybe my fears of being unwanted by anyone in the world was finally coming true, that the one person who saw me as desirable and lovable finally came to her senses and that my fears were true. I know now that is not true. I may not be the most handsome dudw in the world... But I have so much value, I know I would be a catch for virtually any woman in the world. Smart, funny, great father, tender,best shape of my life, great career....etc. Quite a catch. From what I've read from you, you are too. Just so confusing!
