Thanks, Calibri. I am hurting, wondering if I'm delusional in how bitchy I was really being about the dam errand. Idk if it is understandable for someone to not be interested in a M suddenly bc of something like that when they swore up and down that was their goal in coming back. In fact when I asked him this yesterday, he got upset on this point alone and said, you're really pis...me off. I told you my goal was s happy M.
I do know I didn't deserve what happened that night.
My no-regrets plan had been to let H take the wheel on this. And he did. Now I sm trying to move the goalposts. It's desperate.
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on
