Alpha Step At A Time #5

[alpha99]

I realised that although it was nice to look, if I am going to stand for my M, which I am, then I should focus my efforts towards that - GAL, 180s, reconnecting with W etc.

One thing I said a few weeks ago was as I feel right now I will still stand for my M until the day arrives that W does something that I feel there is no coming back from - buying a house with someone else, getting married to someone else, becoming pregnant with someone else, in a long term committed relationship with someone else. Until then I will try to live my life and move forward but at the same time remain open to the idea of R with her one day in the future.