Complex #7 - the green(-card) mile

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Ya I guess I should completely stop texting etc. Maybe I'll go dark on her for a bit. Good for me, good for her.
I'm truly glad I went on this date. It totally helped me to neutralize my feelings towards my situation. Of course I'm still sad about it but my detachment has never been greater. I'm still willing to work on my marriage if the opportunity would arise, BUT with a completely different mindset.
I took a risk going out and it feels like a great step towards moving on. There are absolutely NO signs of W that she has any regrets regarding her decision whatsoever. It's funny how I still believe that W is the best woman I've ever met in my life, but now it seems to be object of change. The world is big.
The OW is interested in meeting me again too...I don't feel like marrying her or anythinv but I enjoyed her presence, I told her I'm not ready for anything. It seems like she just wants to have 'fun' with me.....not so sure what to do.
My life got kind of interesting. It's kind of funny.