Thanks for coming back to give us an update. You sound better than ever, even if there is still much ahead of you. I agree with labug that you shouldn't fore yourself to be attracted to that guy. There are plenty of people out there and give yourself time to explore the field.
I understand that at some point you'll need to move on, but I do hope that you'll come back every few months to tell us how you're doing, at least until you give birth to your first child!
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"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.